new baby

So we were really bummed when we lost our first baby. But now baby Towner is on the way. We can't wait to meet him. Pregnancy makes me so tired but its worth it. It stinks that my baby shower is postphoned due to the winter storm. But I wouldn't want people to drive in the snow. I am trusting God to meet our needs. I will have to take unpaid time off and also because my husband is a student we will have little to go around. All this would not be so bad but my special diet is very expensive. Eating gluten free because of a food allergy complicates things a little difficult. I am so thankful that we can get a discount on daycare because my employer provides daycare. But still with insurance and diapers and doctors visits I wonder if i should just find a better paying job. Staying home is not an option because we still rely on my pay to pay the bills. It will all work out. We have waited 7.5 years for our little blessing. I believe being an undiagnosed celiac for years could have prevented pregnancy from happening sooner. Considering everything the timing is good. I wouldn't have completed my dream of working with kids as a counselor and finishing my Master's in School Counseling and my husband wouldn't be in a program to complete his PhD.